I really don't know what to write. All the words that are in are not making sense. 

How to put into words all the memories, all the laughter, all the scenes that include her? I don't know-it doesn't seem like a whole year has gone by. Looking back on this year and all that has taken place without her to laugh with and share it with. The words that I can almost hear her say as something incredible happens in my life-they aren't there right now. 

Separation is hard-but it's only for this life...I know we will see each other and share in laughs that will echo in Heaven. I miss grandma more than my mind can express outwardly-she was my laugh sharer, secret teller, and movie watcher, plus a whole lot more. 

I have nothing really left for words to say-but He is good-so good...

and I will say that over and over and over again.