Deep breath....finally a break in the midst of insanity. Or so I think...
It is the last of our old computer system, the final push to end on a good note. It is hard and feels like you can bearly breath, but everyone down here is doing amazing! There is talk of having to push back the dead line because we may not be able to make it, I think we can:) Watch out world-here we come!
I am reading a book called Captivating by John and Sheri Elderidge. Most excellent and I recommend it. Another book that I am reading is called Believing God for His Best. So often our best (or so we think) gets in the way of God's best. By submitting our desires, thoughts, dreams, and hopes to Him we are able to be used by Him and be led in His way which will lead to His best for us. Untill we lay down ourselves we can not begin to follow Him. It means, I guess to me that I have to become humble and let down my pride in thinking that I know what God's best is. It also is connected with being content. I am sure taht there are many more things that I have not yet come to realize yet, but I am still learning and open to what God is wanting to show me.
Have you ever told God that you are willing to do something and then when it actually happens you are wondering why you are having to go through this? Well, that happened to me recently and now that my break is over I will have to write about it later:)
